Lindsey has had very long night and a really rough 18 hours. She started vomiting again yesterday morning and became more frequent as the day went on. Our team of transplant doctors (Rosenthal, Bernstein and Yeh) had a special meeting outside of Lindsey's room to discuss her care. After about 45 minutes, they talked with me (Stacy) about how her condition is worsening and to stay ahead of the game it is time to put her on mechanical support. Just as we had seen Sierra do, the plateau before the quick plummet. I signed papers, they talked to Lindsey about the procedure and answered our questions. Lindsey said, "So it is like getting a heart transplant only I won't have the heart? Will I be asleep? Okay. As long as I'm asleep, no problem".
As the night went on her vomiting and nausea got worse. She would drift asleep for a few minutes then start tossing and turning due to her stomach hurting. Then she would dry heave and dry heave so hard she would have accidents in her pants. When she finally did get some vomit it would be bloody from her GI tract being so irritated from all the vomiting. I remember a very similar night about six years ago with Sierra. The next morning Sierra was placed on the ventilator and her heart came the next day. Who would have thought that I would be reliving the worst night of my life.... again. "Wake up, please wake up from this nightmare." Lindsey left to go onto the Operating Room at 8:30am with her blanket next to her. I kissed her and waved good-bye and told her I loved her. Then after she was gone out of sight I cried and cried hard for the first time since May 18.
These are pictures the morning she went in.
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Jason and Stacy hold on tight to your faith and let everything be guided by the Lord. I so wish I was there to offer support and a shoulder to cry on....tears of concern and love are pouring all around for Lindsey and your family. Yes, things all seem to be adding up to Sierra's exact situation, which is incredible crazy and overwhelming. Just want you all to know that the world around you are praying for all the best for Lindsey and family. We love you all so much and let the tears be the passage way for good things to come. love you so much--Bets
You probably don't know us, but our family is praying for all of you. I pray that somewhere a distraught family will see clearly through their own grief to give your daughter the precious gift she needs. Until then, I pray for strength for all of you. ~ The Jesenko Family
Stacy I'm so sorry you have to go through this again!! There are no words to fully express our feelings other than to say that we love you! We love Lindsey, we love your whole family! Lindsey, you, Jas, and all of the doctors are in our constant prayers. We are praying continually that a family will be able to see through their tragedy and be willing to donate their loved ones organs.
Stacy, we are doing our best to spread the word to all we can so Lindsay Lou (as Betsy calls her!) will have as many praying for her (and your family!) as we can! Hold strong! Love and prayers to all, Monica (Betsy's mom)
Stacy, we are doing our best to spread the word to all we can so Lindsay Lou (as Betsy calls her!) will have as many praying for her (and your family!) as we can! Hold strong! Love and prayers to all, Monica (Betsy's mom)
Stacy, we are doing our best to spread the word to all we can so Lindsay Lou (as Betsy calls her!) will have as many praying for her (and your family!) as we can! Hold strong! Love and prayers to all, Monica (Betsy's mom)
We haven't been commenting a lot, but please know that our family is among the many sending love your way.
- Curt and Charity
We're crying and praying with you Stacy. Love Judy and Phil
Jason & Stacy & Family - Lindsey & all of you are in our thoughts & prayers every moment! We will pray hard that Lindsey finds her new heart in time to make her healthy again! Heavenly Father will take care of her! Riki Anderson is Lindsey's Guardian Angel & I'm sure she will be with her making sure she is protected!
Carrie Crook & Family
Stacy my heart goes out to you and your family.
You are One tough Momma. I have no answers why this is happening to you all again. In my heart, I know He doesn't give you what you can't handle. Stay strong, cry when you need to and dont be afraid to ask for help or a time out when you need it!! We are all praying for you. I always say that this proves why we live in Baker County. We are tough stock and care for each other like no where else I know!!! Xoxoxxo
Katie Lamb
There are no words...
Praying and fasting for your precious little Lindsey.
—The Bradfords
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